07/06/2017 I have worn out your name… I have been seeking for this thing I know I need. My walls are built up so high that even bulldozers can’t break them down, but the thing is I need you. I’m learning to slowing lay it all down… Damn I had no idea this would be a battle. The noisy nights, quiet mornings and empty bed when I’m left alone with my thoughts…  Crazy as it may seem I find solitude in my kingdom but what good is it if I’m still the  ...

 07/05/2017 I’m still here waiting in the lord. Is it hard? Most definitely but every good thing takes time and patience. I feel better about my future as the days go by. I’m not some type of non feeling superhuman. Sometimes I have my days of being down but I now understand that I can’t stay down I have to lift my head because I’m counting on myself and it’s just me alone.  You guys keep praying for me.